Depression

Where to begin?  If I could kill Depression I would buy a gun.  Otherwise I don't believe in guns.
Imagine a dark room, devout of any light, you walk into the room, you cannot see anything and then you feel yourself falling and you keep falling, until finally you come to land on a cold cement floor.  You feel around for something of comfort, something soft and pray for some light in order to find something or someone of comfort.  But there is nothing, you feel cold, alone, sad, desperate, you start to feel like you don't have enough air to breath, you get anxious and want to get out.  You move in different directions and you cannot find any escape, you begin to hear distance voices, this makes you wonder where they are coming from, but you cannot distinguish what the direction the voices are coming from.  You begin to lose hope of finding a way out and instead begin to wish you were dead.  Better off dead than being in this cold, hard, dark pit devout of any light.  This is just a small effort of mine trying to describe what depression feels like for those who have never experienced depression.